Lost In Beauty-

Friday, September 08, 2006

8-9-06
Time: 1am

This morning, the stupid bitch came to my room and scold me. keep on saying i watching show. Morning watch, afternoon watch, night watch.. Where gt do homework.( incident when i install the broadband). This i agreed, correct i watch everynight, so the bill went up quite high a lot. But when cousin use com till this time, i don see her when to his room to scold him say the bill went up, don use too late.. I agreed mostly is me but that does not mean the bill went up for last month is only me that do it ok.. My couisn, sis also use. Since i install the broad band this house has no peace.. Everyone nw keep on using computer. The usage use by my sis also increase, if no broadband, i tell u . my sis seldom use ok but now one day the com on and off how many time. Y she don scold her precious daughter. FUCK. she just bias she hate me from young. I just wan to break the ties between me and her. cause now i think mostly i depend on myself more. I gt mother is like no mother. YYYYYYYY.. I am born in this family, why does she treat me this way.. But anyway i don wan thing to be good cause i don wan a mother, IS I DON EVEN NEED ONE..i think when she die, i won even shed a tear for her cause she don worth it.. DON WORTH It.. Back to the story, she keep on soclding, so i keep on watching.. I think she cannot tahan think i will close.. So she switch on the light and went to break my VCD.. bless is the burn one, But the funniest thing is that, she wan to break but the CD just won break.. won break but continue wan to make it break.. let her break lo. so many let her break.. But i resuce my goong, if she break that i tell u i will give her ONE TIGHT SLAP.. I really cannot tahan liao, really cannot.. I AM DAMN PISSED OFF!! FUCK!!

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